《我不是你想像那么勇敢》- 梁文音

one of my favourites. :) xoxo





有时候太坚强　笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏　歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处
你不要追问我　还缺了些什么

每个人都有梦　幸福终站在最远方
心中越是渴望　越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最后一站
我强问我自己　现在还沒有个答案

我不是你想像那么勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武裝 像個孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

每个人都有梦　幸福终站在最远方
心中越是渴望　越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最后一站
我强问我自己　现在还沒有个答案

我不是你想像那么勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武裝　像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武裝　像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那么勇敢


check out the music video! :)




P.S. let's party! dbl O~

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tgiF! woohoo~

i love friday. kahwei loves friday. everyone loves FRIDAY! :D anyway kahwei and i happily left the school at 2pm.. after which, i went down to hougang mall for lunch + shopping! :D







yeah, i'm ok with eating and shopping alone.. after all, i have always been a pretty independent person despite my blurness.. :) 世界上没有谁非谁不可，不是吗？learn to love yourself! cheers~

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the confessions of a shopaholic!

woohoo~ i'm home! miss me? :P oh yes, today i had a great time hanging out with kahwei and ningsi! uh huh~ lots of shopping and gossiping! woots~ i was in a shopping mood, so i ended up buying lots of things! :D uh huh~ clothes, bags and stuffs like that.. yay!












































after dinner, i walked over to The Cathay to meet up with marcus.. yup, for movie! and waaaaa.. he helped me carry my lappy and shopping bags! woots~ so kind and sweet of him right? heh! hey buddy, thanks a million! :D


movie of the day: The Pink Panther 2


three words to describe this comedy: hilarious, silly, entertaining! :D yay~ i like it! :D [rating: 8/10] so do check it out ya? heh!





The Pink Panther 2, the sequel to the 2006 worldwide hit, stars Steve Martin as he reprises the role of intrepid-if-bumbling French police detective, Inspector Jacques Clouseau. When legendary treasures from around the world are stolen, including the priceless Pink Panther Diamond, Chief Inspector Dreyfus (John Cleese) is forced to assign Clouseau to a team of international detectives and experts charged with catching the thief and retrieving the stolen artifacts. Martin is joined by original co-stars Jean Reno (as Ponton, his partner) and Emily Mortimer (as Nicole, the object of his awkward affections). The investigative dream team is played by Andy Garcia, Alfred Molina, Yuki Matsuzaki (Letters from Iwo Jima) and Bollywood star Aishwarya Rai Bachchan. The story is set in Paris and Rome.


after the movie, marcus sent me home by cab.. and yup! that's about it for today.. lalala~ time for bed! *yawns* nitey peeps! :D


P.S. 遗失的美好~

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very random

life without my sweeties is a bore. and i hate to dress like an OL. bah~ oh but i love that bowl of fake shark fin soup. *slurps* i know you have no idea what i'm talking about, but that's ok. lol~





alrights, time to do my work.. *yawns* stupid weather! =.=


P.S. i miss you, you, you, you and you! :/

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*stonish =.=

apparently, i'm still not very used to waking up at 5.30am.. *frowns* if only school starts at 10am.. *pouts* but i'm so glad to have kah wei as companion.. :D love ya sweetie! *hugs*





weather like this makes me really sleepy.. and moody! =.= rain rain go away, come again another day~


P.S. 谁能体谅我的雨天?

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first day of TP

one word to describe my feeling: LETHARGIC! (-.-)Zzz omg~ i want my beauty sleep! *pouts* 48 more days to go.. bleah~

oh but my darling nephew has never failed to make me smile! :D look at these photos.. omg~ isn't baby xavier cute? *aww* baby faith is pretty cute too ya? :P









P.S. 只要相信，就会有奇迹！

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a walk to remember..

good old memories.. happy times shared together.. i'll miss ya peeps! *hugs*




my tutorial group - TG05 :)

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crazy ridiculous!

yesterday i met up with adam, edwina, marcus and yiwei at orchard in the evening.. and we had our dinner @ NYDC (wheelock place)! *slurps*















after dinner, evan came to meet up with us.. and then we went down to Zouk together! woots~ and yes, Phuture was so freaking crowded! =.=




























































































anyway we left the club at around 3.15am.. after which, marcus sent me home by cab.. and yup, that's about it for yesterday! :) hmmm.. 1 more day to TP!


P.S. it has been a while..

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a life full of ambiguities..

honestly speaking, i don't know what's going on.. and i didn't know what has gone wrong.. *shrugs* i mean yes, people do change.. but a sudden drastic change is kinda frightening, isn't it? (-.-)"' and i feel that one should never take advantage of another person's kindness even if you're not appreciative.. yes, cuz i do believe in karma! :X





OMG~ 2 more days to my TP! *pouts* hopefully i'll still have time to hang out with my friends and to go partying.. *prays hard* if not, kill me! =.= oh so if you girls wanna date me out, pls do let me know in advance k? *muacks*

anyway tonight i'm going to party @ Zouk again! woots~ so if you wanna join me, feel free to text me ya? :) alrights, time to bathe and get ready! ciaoz~


P.S. what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!

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indulgence

today i woke up at 12 noon, feeling good! yay~ after which, i went down to Ladyfinger Nailspa for manicure.. woots~ pretty nails make me happy! :D





and then together with kahwei, we went to zhps for our briefing cum induction session.. yeah, as usual.. :P after which, kahwei and i went down to junction 8 to meet up with ningsi.. heh! and then we had our dinner @ 湾仔hongkong cafe.. :D yummy honeydew sago with ice cream! *slurps*



























after dinner, we went to Best Denki.. and yay~ i have bought myself a new lappy! :D wanted to buy the pink one, but it was out of stock.. damn! so in the end i bought the white one instead.. oooohhhh~ what a pretty little thing! :D oh and i bought a cute pinky mouse too! :D after which, we went for our movie!









movie of the day: New In Town


woohoo~ this romance-comedy is not only hilarious, but it's also very sweet! :D and yup, i totally love it! *grins* oh yes, renée zellweger is really cute! lol~ [rating: 8/10] do check it out ya? :D





Lucy Hill (Renée Zellweger) is an ambitious, up and coming executive living in Miami. She loves her shoes, she loves her cars and she loves climbing the corporate ladder. When she is offered a temporary assignment - in the middle of nowhere - to restructure a manufacturing plant, she jumps at the opportunity, knowing that a big promotion is close at hand. What begins as a straight forward job assignment becomes a life changing experience as Lucy discovers greater meaning in her life and most unexpectedly, the man of her dreams (Harry Connick, Jr.).


anyway the movie ended at around 9.30pm.. after which, i took a cab home.. and yup! that's about it for today.. :D alrights, time to play with my pinky! :D nitey peeps!


P.S. 我不过是可爱, 却还不够被爱~

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bitter sweet

what is love? i ponder.. it seems like one of my gfs is currently emotionally out of love, and it saddens me so much to see her in agony.. *pouts* hey babe, cheer up k? you're definitely not alone.. and trust me, time heals all wounds! *hugs*

anyway i met up with my sweeties in the afternoon, and we had our lunch @ Soup Restaurant before we walked back to my house.. yeah, to finish up that stupidy dcc203 project.. bah~ after 4 hours of hard work, everything was more or less completed! woohoo~ very efficient ya? :D





































after which, we went down to amk hub.. and we had our dinner @ Fish & Co. before we went for our movie! yay~

















movie of the day: He's Just Not That Into You


OMG~ i totally love this romance-comedy to bits! :D it's really hilarious and very very sweet! *aww* and it seems like human behaviour is the most difficult of things to read.. oh and the signs are even more mixed up when it comes to affairs of the heart.. sheesh~ [rating: 9/10] anyway this flick is really awesome, so do check it out with your gfs ya? :D





An all-star cast is featured in the stories of a group of interconnected, Baltimore-based twenty- and thirtysomethings as they navigate their various relationships from the shallow end of the dating pool through the deep, murky waters of married life. Trying to read the signs of the opposite sex, each hopes to be the exception to the "no exceptions" rule.


P.S. is there a cure for blurness & silliness?

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reminiscence

why is it so difficult for one to kick off a bad habit? damn it. i guess i'll just have to try harder.. *sighs* come on jolene, you can do it!

anyway last night i rewatched Moulin Rouge for the second time, and omg~ i ended up crying a bucket of tears again.. *pouts* yeah, it's indeed a classic! *aww* simply love it to bits!





*The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

*Without trust, there is no love.

*Seasons may change, winter to spring. I love you 'til the end of time.

*Come what may, I will love you until my dying day.


oh dear! time flies.. today is my last day of school, and i'm feeling pretty emo~ TP is going to start next monday, and i'm dreading it.. sheesh~ hopefully i'll have a peaceful and enjoyable time (10 weeks) @ zhps! *prays hard*



















anyway school ended at 10.30am.. so since it was still pretty early, linhui and i went down to kbox @ clementi for k-lunch! woots~ and yup, we had a lot of fun emo-ing together! bleah





















we happily sang from 11am to 2.45pm.. after which, we went down to PS to do some shopping! woohoo~ and then we had our dinner @ Swensens! yay~















anyway we left PS at around 6pm, and yup! that's about it for today.. :D alrights, time to rewatch Coyote Ugly! woots~ nitey peeps! :P


P.S. 我不是你想像那么勇敢~

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kawaiine! ^^

pheona and joy brought baby xavier and baby tricia out on v-day, for their first date @ underwater world! *aww* so sweet~ :D





































P.S. maybe i should really kick that bad habit for good. maybe..

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sleepy monday Zzz

yikes! i hate monday. but i love my sweeties! :D







































【爱就宅一起】

主要演员：汪东城、杨丞琳、胡宇崴、Linda、许玮宁

a brand new drama to keep me entertained! yay~ :D





P.S. ignorance is bliss~

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xoxo, gossip girls

met up with evan and edwina at orchard in the late afternoon.. and then we walked over to DFS to do some window shopping! :P after which, we had our scrumptious dinner @ Whisk! *slurps*








































































































after dinner, we went to wisma to do some shopping! and then we walked over to Indochine for some drinks.. woots~ and yes.. the liveband was awesome! :D



























anyway we left the bar at around 10pm.. and yup! that's about it for today.. :D hey babes, let's meet up again real soon! *muacks* ok, time for bed! nitey~

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happy valentine's day!

yesterday i met up with ningsi, judy and yaofeng at PS in the evening.. and we had our dinner @ Thai Express! :P after dinner, we went to mc donalds to get some ice cream before we sat around gossiping.. lol~















































after which, we cabbed down to Zouk! woots~ it was pretty crowded i would say, but we still managed to get into Phuture.. :P me, ningsi, yaofeng, marcus and yiwei! yay~ good music, interesting conversations, great laughs, silly guessing game, lots of drinking and people-watching.. lol~ hey friends, thanks for the company! love ya all~ *hugs*























































anyway we left the club at 4am.. after which, marcus sent me home by cab.. and yup! that's about it for yesterday.. :) hey dude, thanks for everything.. you're indeed my good buddy! cheers to our friendship~ :D


P.S. he's just not that into you.. admit it!

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yummy eye candies!

lalala~ mr postman has just delivered the latest issue of CLEO magazine at my doorstep.. and yes! the moment i saw the cover, i went "WOOHOO~" :D









1 more day to v-day! no bf/gf? FEAR NOT! cuz we can party together! woots~ hey friends, feel free to join me later @ zouk! :D yeah, all singles are welcomed! :P

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Baby Name Advisor

i think it's pretty accurate, so do try it out! :P
http://www.babyzone.com/babynames/baby-name-advisor.asp





Baby Name Advisor Results - Jolene Tan

Responsible, caring, loving, nurturing, healing and comforting, the name Jolene Tan is warm and makes one feel loved and special. Harmonious and peaceful, the name Jolene Tan feels good to anyone, but doesn't call up any particular feeling strongly. Jolene Tan is neutral, suitable for those for whom stability and harmony are high priorities.

Good sense of business, but slow and not particularly adaptable. Strong sense of beauty, but not passionate. Idealistic, with a strong sense of justice.

The name Jolene Tan makes one feel like a home away from home. It offers protection and love. It takes away anxiety and fears, and heals the broken-hearted. If you want others to feel like this is their home, this is their safe haven, then this is an excellent name.

The name Jolene Tan attracts money slowly, predictably, the result of effort and common sense.

Jolene Tan's most positive characteristics: Protective, harmonious, comfortable to all.

Jolene Tan's most negative characteristics: Stick-in-the-mud. No passion.

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pre V-day celebration ❤

met up with linhui at jurong point in the afternoon.. and then we had our scrumptious lunch @ New York New York! *slurps* uh huh~ seafood platter for 2! yum yum~ :D

















and yay~ i have prepared lovely v-day prezzies for my sweeties! :D pretty white roses and love notes! woots~ i have also received chocolates and love notes from linhui and yiqing! woohoo~ so sweet! *muacks*











anyway school ended at 4.30pm today.. after which, we went down to amk hub for dinner and movie! woots~



















































movie of the day: Look For A Star


one word to describe this romance flick: SWEET! :D yeah, i totally love it to bits! *aww* where oh where is my star? *pouts* anyway andy lau is really hot, and the plot is really cute.. so do check it out ya? heh! [rating: 9/10]





Sam (ANDY LAU) is considered the most eligible bachelor in town. Not only is he a young, smart, and insightful entrepreneur with a coveted fortune, he also happens to be a blithe spirit with a carefree attitude to life. However, every success has its price. Sam has already divorced three times and finds himself crawling back to the game of love sooner than he has expected. It is love at first sight when Sam chances upon a feisty, fast-talking woman with the odd name of Milan (SHU QI) at a casino. But the catch is, she is a part-time poker dealer and a full-time cabaret dancer, "careers" not exactly congruent with his station in life. Fallen in love against all odds, this mismatched couple soon makes headline in all media which turn Milan into an It girl overnight...





anyway the movie ended at 9.30pm.. and yup, that's about it for today! :D alrights, time to play with my pinky! :P nitey peeps~


P.S. 幸福是要靠自己争取的~

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只是好朋友?!

school ended at 10.30am today.. after which, linhui and i went to Menichi for lunch! woots~ yummylicious ramen! *slurps*



















after lunch, i went down to kembangan to meet up with vincent.. yeah, to clarify some stuffs with him.. nothing serious, but i feel that effective communication is very important.. so when in doubt, ask! :)

anyway recently many of you have been asking me about vincent, and i know i have yet to explain myself though i think i should.. so yeah, here it goes... firstly, i'm single! so this simply means i'm NOT attached to him.. secondly, it's true that we are dating.. BUT for now it's still a no-strings-attached thingy.. why so serious? =.= lastly, i feel that it's better to let nature take its course.. afterall, everything is fated, isn't it? so what's the hurry? :P


P.S. 两个人的寂寞.. 类似爱情~


The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

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i feel loved!

went down to the mac donalds @ junction 8 in the morning to meet up with my nie supervisor.. and yay~ we had a short and sweet briefing.. awesome! :P after which, i went over to vincent's house.. it was still pretty early then, so we lazed around for a while before we cabbed down to siglap.. and yeah, we had our lunch @ 新旺 hongkong cafe! :D







after lunch, we walked over to the supermarket to do some grocery shopping before we bought lunch home for his siblings! :) and then for the rest of the day, we ended up lazing around again.. yeah, tv time for us! *winks* anyway i left his house at around 4.30pm, and yay~ baby xavier was already at my house waiting for me when i got home! *grins* and when my darling boy saw me, he yelled "姨!" *aww* at that point of time, i felt so loved! :D



















anyway baby xavier left my house at around 6.30pm.. and yup, that's about it for today.. :D alrights, time to bathe! ciaoz~


P.S. 我喜欢这种感觉！:)

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it's "me" time!

after my first lecture, i went down to jurong point with yiqing.. her bf came to meet up with her after that, so i went down to parco bugis junction by myself.. yeah, for lunch and to do some shopping.. :) oh and i bought a novel,《不爱，也是一种爱》by 橘子！woots~ 其实一个人的感觉还不赖嘛！:P









P.S. once upon a time...

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u make me wanna...

met up with vincent at tampines mall in the afternoon.. yup, for movie! :P cuz he hasn't watched Red Cliff II, so i have decided to rewatch it with him.. so nice of me ya? lol~ and yes, this movie is really awesome! :D


movie of the day: Red Cliff II





Produced and directed by internationally-acclaimed Director John Woo, RED CLIFF II tells the story of the legendary Battle of Red Cliff, a decisive battle during the period of the Three Kingdoms in China, as told in the Chinese classic novel Romance of the Three Kingdoms.


after the movie, we walked over to Starbucks for some coffee.. and then we shopped around for a while before he sent me home by cab.. :) oh and sadistic me had a great time pressing the blue black on his knee.. :P yeah, this poor boy ended up 'ouching' all the way.. lol~





anyway that's about it for today! :D lalala~ time to watch my drama series! woots~ nitey peeps! *winks*


P.S. 疯了疯了~

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out on a date

morning peeps! *yawns* oh yeah, yesterday i met up with vincent at city hall station in the evening.. and then we had our dinner @ sakae sushi before we went for our movie! :)


Underworld: Rise Of The Lycans


honestly speaking, this thriller wasn't exactly up to my expectation.. sad huh? but overall, it's ok.. *shrugs* uh huh~ lots of blood and lots of violence.. oh but this time round, vincent didn't fall asleep.. lol~ [rating: 7/10]





The third film in the $200 million UNDERWORLD franchise delves into the origins of the centuriesold blood feud between the aristocratic vampires, known as Death Dealers, and the barbaric Lycans (werewolves). A young Lycan, Lucian (Michael Sheen), emerges as a powerful leader who rallies the werewolves to rise up against Viktor (Bill Nighy), the cruel vampire king who has persecuted them for hundreds of years. Lucian is joined by his secret lover, the beautiful vampire Sonja (Rhona Mitra), in his battle to free the Lycans from their brutal enslavement.


after the movie, we cabbed down to The Central.. and then we went to Helipad for some red wine.. :) yeah, it's a pretty nice place to chill.. heh!









anyway we left the bar at around 2am.. and then vincent sent me home by cab.. and yup, that's about it for yesterday! :P time to watch my drama series! ciaoz~


P.S. omg! what was i thinking? =.=

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【心星的泪光】

woohoo~ i have just started watching this new drama, starring 言承旭、关颖、曾恺玹、陈至恺.. and yeah, it's pretty good! :D do check it out ya? heh!





lalala~ it feels so good to be able to laze around at home on a saturday, watching drama and surfing net for the whole afternoon.. woots~ oh yes, later i'm going to watch Underworld: Rise Of The Lycans, with mr tan! YAY~

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grandma's 77th birthday!

went down to nail palace @ sun plaza for mani + pedi before i went over to my grandma's house.. and yay~ my darling baby xavier was already there! :D omg~ he's really cute! *muacks* anyway my dear cousins and i happily cam-whored a little before we went out for dinner.. *grins* uh huh~ to celebrate our beloved grandma's birthday! whee~

















































































































and omg~ i'm so freaking full now! =.= but yeah, i had a great time with my cousins! woots~ so yup, that's about it for today.. :D nitey peeps~

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bubbly thursday

met up with linhui, ningsi and kahwei at jurong point in the afternoon.. and we had our lunch @ Thai Express before we went to school together! :D





























after class, linhui and i went over to my aunt's house to play with baby xavier! woots~ and omg! he's super duper cute, and we had a lot of fun playing with him! :D *aww* i love my darling nephew so much! *muacks*



















after which, linhui and i walked over to hougang mall.. and we had our dinner @ The Cafe Cartel! *slurps*

















linhui came to my house to help me with some IT stuff before she went home.. and yup, that's about it for today.. :D alrights, time to watch Gossip Girl! woots~ nitey peeps! :)


P.S. i truly understand.. i do, really!

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so sweet! ^^

went to school in the morning for 2 hours of tutorial with linhui and yiqing.. and yeah, as usual we had an open-book mini test.. *pouts* after which, we cabbed down to jurong point cuz that stupid bus 199 was way too crowded! =.=















linhui, ningsi and i then had our lunch @ Lai Lai before we left jurong point.. after which, i went over to vincent's house.. yeah, to pay him a visit since i was at kembangan.. :) oh and we ended up lazing around, watching tv for a couple of hours! lol~ his brother and sister were at home too! :)

























anyway i left his house at around 4.30pm, and yeah.. he walked me to the mrt station before he went home.. :) oh and baby xavier was at my house! WOOHOO~ he's super duper cute today.. so fun to play with! *aww* love my darling boy so much! *muacks*















anyway that's about it for today.. heh! time to play with my pinky.. lalala~ nitey peeps! :D

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sinful tuesday

met up with vincent at PS in the afternoon.. and then we walked over to The Cathay to catch a movie! :)


movie of the day: Inkheart


this happily-ever-after fantasy is pretty ok even though i do find it a little too draggy.. :X halfway through the movie, vincent almost fell asleep.. lol~ but it's pretty suitable for kids, so yeah.. :P [rating: 7/10]





Based on the book by Cornelia Funke, "Inkheart" is a timeless adventure tale of imagination that centers on Meggie, a young girl whose father has a secret ability to bring characters from books to life when he reads them aloud. But when a power-hungry villain from a rare children's fable kidnaps Meggie's father to bring others out of the boundaries of fiction, she and a disparate group of friends both real and magic embark on the kind of adventure she has only read about in books to save him and set things right.


after the movie, we went down to Shokudo @ cine for dinner! :D









after which, we walked over to Coffee Club for coffee and dessert! yum yum~







anyway we walked around for a while before we went home.. and yup, that's about it for today.. :P nitey peeps!

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恭喜发财！

baby xavier wishes all a very happy MOO year! woots~













P.S. coffee, tea or me? :P

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monday blues! =.=

out of three lectures, i only went for one.. :X yeah man, cuz i was way too tired! and it's pretty impossible for me to wake up at 5.30am.. oh but i had my lunch @ sakae sushi with my sweeties! :D























P.S. V-day is coming! woots~

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happy MOO year ❤ [day 7]

woohoo~ i had a superb time hanging out with my cousins today! :D scrumptious lunch + drinking of white wine + playing with baby xavier + mahjong + lots of cam-whoring! yay~





















































































































P.S. mahjong, anyone? :D

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welcome home, mr tan!

yeah man~ i'm home! :D anyway i had my dinner with vincent, justin and charmaine @ the pump room.. after which, max came down to meet up with us.. and then together we went over to Dbl O for some mambo! woots~





































































omg~ it's already 4.56am! (-.-)"' alrights, time to sleep! nitey~

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